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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
It finally happened
I finally asked. I actually ASKED him. "Would you mind if I ask you a personal question?" ... "Are you gay?" to which he shakes his head, rather deliberately. Oh well, I know the answer finally. Even if it may not be true I know what he told me so there's nothing I can do or say to change that. It's time I move on to someone else.

*crosses fingers and hopes Jo, Luke, Lacie, Jason, or one of them can find someone suitable*

In other news, I have a math test tomorrow night. I've failed my first two tests but one of them can be dropped, so if I can get at least a 90 I have a chance of bringing my grade up and passing with a C or B. Otherwise I have no choice but to drop and take it again next semester.

For the last news of the evening, I talked to my psychology teacher and she's helping me figure out myself. Seeing if I have ADHD w/out Hyperactivity, Depression, Anxiety, etc. I did the research she suggested earlier and I'll be taking it to her tomorrow morning, along with a copy of my English Composition 1: Recalling An Event which talks about my life. Hopefully this will lead somewhere and help me. It would be like a dream come true if I could be as bold as I was tonight, but that took some very unusual circumstances.

Current Mood: uncomfortable uncomfortable
Current Music: "Grown Men Don't Cry" by Tim McGraw

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From: black_basilisk Date: November 5th, 2003 08:07 pm (UTC) (Link)

I'm so proud!

You finally did it! You should be glad it's over! :) There are plenty of eligible guys around...statistically probably more than 10,000,000 in the whole country, which means maybe 200,000 in your state...that's a LOT of people.

And good luck on the math test!
zimzat From: zimzat Date: November 5th, 2003 09:01 pm (UTC) (Link)

Re: I'm so proud!

2000 census facts:
~691,516 15-24 y/o people in Louisiana
~48.4% males
~32.5% black
~10% gay
~43,562 sq. miles in the state
~30 mile search radius
~75% drink/drug/smoke (I feel fairly generous)
Now it's only a matter of FINDING them. and meeting them. And seeing if personality match.

etc etc etc. I think you get the idea.
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