:( They forgot about me. Whatever they did today was more important then me. More important then Ashley's essays she wanted my help on rewriting.
TOTALLY FREAKIN' SCREWED UP MY DAY! I'm set back an entire freakin' day on getting that book read and an essay written on it with nothing in return. FRICK! I want to flay them all alive, especially Aaron if he let them get away with forgetting me. And then I'll flay ... the whole lot of them. UGH!
Robert is lying to me. Ashey, Laura, Jo, and Aaron forget me. The whole social scene is seriously looking like it's not worth it right now.
P.S. Would it make a difference if I said I just considered suicide? Cause I did...
[Edit 11-25-03: I did not mean this in total seriousness or literally. I meant the flaying as a figure of speech, to get in touch with them and find out what happened and why we didn't get together. As for the suicide, I don't have it in me to kill myself (much less anyone else). Everyone thinks about suicide occasionally, but they don't actually mean it or follow through with it.]
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