Russell (zimzat) wrote,

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No, it's not all...

Someone is always one step ahead of me. Always beating me to what I have my sights on. Always better then me.

*crying* Oh.... I saw it coming. I knew it was too good to be true... yet I let myself get carried away. And now I'm paying the price.

It took me like ten minutes to compose this little bit, yet it feels like my entire heart poured out. Oh help me ='(

[Edit: I can only imagine how much it'll hurt Caleb to read this entry, and what my parents are probably thinking, but I can't do this as a friends only post. It's just not me, if I'm anything I believe I am. G'night]
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