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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
No, it's not all...
Someone is always one step ahead of me. Always beating me to what I have my sights on. Always better then me.

*crying* Oh.... I saw it coming. I knew it was too good to be true... yet I let myself get carried away. And now I'm paying the price.

It took me like ten minutes to compose this little bit, yet it feels like my entire heart poured out. Oh help me ='(

[Edit: I can only imagine how much it'll hurt Caleb to read this entry, and what my parents are probably thinking, but I can't do this as a friends only post. It's just not me, if I'm anything I believe I am. G'night]

Current Mood: crushed crushed
Current Music: "The First Cuts The Deepest" by Sheryl Crow

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From: black_basilisk Date: January 6th, 2004 08:50 am (UTC) (Link)
*is very confused but offers solace hug*
zimzat From: zimzat Date: January 6th, 2004 01:00 pm (UTC) (Link)
I didn't spell it out, did I?

Caleb is interested in someone else. I think that about sums it up without making a pity party for myself.
From: black_basilisk Date: January 6th, 2004 10:16 pm (UTC) (Link)
I kinda guessed...but when you assume, you make an ass out of u and me...=(

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