nostalgicMemory is a funny thin. I remember much about my life. Somethings I wish I didn't, but most that remind me of things I have lost over the years. I remember that Sunday morning only a few years ago that my dad beat my sister and how it ended. I also remember hanging out with my friends in middle school or Scott when I was in grade school. Those were the days. I don't regret my innocence but nor do I want it back. Being oblivious is not an answer to problems or issues.
So by now you may be asking, "Why don't you just get back with him?" Ya know, that's a very good question. One of the reasons I haven't been trying to get with him is cause I'm not real sure we'd be able to. Casey is a very materialistic person and I'm not. He is also very motivated by his physical appearance (such as he wants to get his back, etc hairs removed by laser, and more)
. . . *blink blink*
*Whap Whap Whap* Argh, I am such an idiot. Why do I keep looking at this form the same angle. There's absolutely nothing wrong with what he wants. I shouldn't be fretting that is a possible rift between us but more like just a aspect of him. I guess... I was just being... something. :-x
Casey, if you ever read this, I'm Sorry.
