While waiting for Matt last Monday at Starbucks I wrote down some thoughts on a little mini-sticky pad. I'm going to transcribe them here so I have a log of them.

The line is blurring between young & old, black & white, straight & gay, real & imaginary, present & future.
My goals are...: To have a loving boyfriend or partner. To be independant. To have a paying job. Create computer games. Teach drama in high school. To act in theatre and movies. To focus my time and energy into these goals. To have friendships. To be content

Some time later I wrote this, although I don't remember exactly when.

I'm going to go into this relationship thinking it will work out for the best no matter what, not as if it may not work. Think and it is so.

That ends my little list of notes I wrote. I'm off to the shower now.

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: "I Was Only (Seventeen)" by Beu Sisters