I don't know why, but right now I feel very small and vulnerable. I want to curl up into a tiny ball and disappear.
Oh, and there's this:
I know the best way to remedy the problem with not having any money would be to get a job, and I've tried to do that a number of times. The most common obstacle I face is that people only want someone who is at least 18, which isn't something I can actively do anything about, or that they want years of experience. My parents lecture me at great lengths about how I don't do enough and that if I really wanted a job I could go mow lawns or something of that nature, although that interferes with my problem of meeting people. I'm also more of a intellectual person than physical laborer, but I'm not against light work like waiting tables or being a cashier.