You know what? Forget the paper. Screw it. It's screwing me anyway. I just can't seem to focus on the dang book long enough to write a freakin' essay. I don't have the focus for it and it's screwing up my focus on other things. I'm not doing anything productive because I keep thinking that I can't do anything else because I should be doing it, but I'm not doing it either.
So, yeah. I'm getting an F in the class. *sigh* So be it. I just have to take it again next semester.