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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
A pressing dream of lingering value
I dreamed this morning, after I went back to bed at 6:20am. I've had this dream before, although I don't recall the very last part of this dream being in it the first time. I only recall the plot of the first part as the details are very fuzzy, but it was very involving and deep.

There was this woman tricking the administration people out of office and taking over their function. She used simple slight of hand tricks to pulling the wool over the people's eyes. She decided to switch space stations from the original one to her more powerful one but a few close friends staying behind. She then performed a ceremony in front of the masses using illusions to prove her power.

This next part takes place during the ceremony, as I was, reluctantly, a participant. I had earlier met a very intriguing guy and had tried to hook up with him, to no avail. On with the story:

[Edit: Note that the guy was of the shy variety. Intriguing, yet shy. Not in the 'in' crowd, but not in the 'out' crowd either. If you know what I mean. He was something of a loner.]

He walked beside me as I was recoating the paint on the brush away from the ceremony. I knew what he wanted, but I continued to paint the brush. I finally finished and turned to go, toward him, and he was standing right there in front of my face looking at me. He had this look that said, "Ok, I admit, I want this." He moved closer until we were face to face. I leaned forward, closed my eyes, and kissed him. We kissed for a good little while until I thought to break it off and check that he was alright. I let it go on another couple of seconds before gently pulling away.

And then I just... woke up. Just like that I was awake. You better believe I went "NOOooooo!!" and of course pouted. I can still feel his lips on mine. So warm and tender... *pouts*

Current Mood: touched touched
Current Music: "Just To See You Smile" by Tim McGraw

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dante_sensei From: dante_sensei Date: June 11th, 2004 06:42 am (UTC) (Link)
Mmm. Methinks I'd pout as well...
zimzat From: zimzat Date: June 11th, 2004 07:17 am (UTC) (Link)
What, no dream interpretation? Darn.

Yeah, it's still vivid enough for me. Just thinking about it brings back the sensation.
dante_sensei From: dante_sensei Date: June 11th, 2004 09:00 am (UTC) (Link)
Mmm. Interpretation?

It's just your longing for something real. Have you felt close to getting something real lately, or a rather unexpected surge of emotions for someone in particular? This is kind of what your dream suggests... that you feel something within your grasp, so close that you can almost taste it.

Or, if I were Freud, I'd say it was because you want to sleep with your mother. Because he said that about every dream. Freud was also a huge lameass. I stick to my original interpretation.
zimzat From: zimzat Date: June 11th, 2004 10:04 am (UTC) (Link)
"close to getting something real"? No.
"unexpected surge of emotions for someone in particular"? No.
"feel something within your grasp"? Not really.
"almost taste it"? Always :-P

But I still liked the dream, and the interpretation. Now if only one or the other were true. The last time I had this dream it continued on (although I don't think that last scene this time happened) and the woman got busted. heh... happily ever after for the friends and the people.

As for Freud, I think he forgot to take into account gays. But don't start looking at me as if I want to have sex with my father, cause I most certainly do not. bleh, perish the thought.
shadesfox From: shadesfox Date: June 11th, 2004 08:24 am (UTC) (Link)
Not much that I do for interpreting the dream ^_^;;

But dude, it looked like you deleted your journal there for a while. What was with that? Or am I just going further insane.
zimzat From: zimzat Date: June 11th, 2004 10:07 am (UTC) (Link)
*clicks on the Reply to this link and a forum pops out under it* What the heck? x.x I think I just caught a new feature as it is being implemented. Wow.

Anyway, no, you're not going "further insane." I did delete my journal for a while. Five days and a few hours, I think. For a while there I wasn't sure what I was doing, basically just lost with no direction. I still don't, but things don't seem to void at the moment. Plus, I really wanted somewhere to put this dream.
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