March 23rd, 2003

Ctrl+Alt+Del - Scott & Ted

the day was...

Well, today was fairly good, up until I went out. We were planning on going bowling however that didn't work out because we went to the movies first and we had to be somewhere soon after. Saw Bringing Down The House, which was good. Very funny, had people laughing out loud quite often. heh

On a bad note, I'm getting depressed again. Things were going So well up until now. I hate being lonely! I go out to have a little fun and end up coming back actually feeling lonely. I wish someone would appreciate me for who I am rather than what I can do. I'm getting tired of having to help people with their programming or webpages or writing stuff for them just to get the rush of feeling needed or even wanted. I know my sister wants me and all but she has a horrible way of showing it. It doesn't feel that great to talk about someone and have her go all cold on me. Even saying things that make it even harder on me. But that's a different matter entirely, I think.

Really tired right now. I should stop whining about not having someone since... I'm such a sore loser sometimes.
<_< o_o Stopped by the Ascension Community Theatre today... they have a play coming out next Saturday and sometime at the end of April they are auditioning for the next play called "Grease." The thing is it is a musical and I don't think I can sing. However since I'm desperate I'll try out anyway. Not like I have anything to lose.
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Ctrl+Alt+Del - Scott &amp; Ted

Personality Quiz v1

Your Existing Situation
The existing situation contains critical or dangerous elements for which it is imperative that some solution be found. This may lead to sudden, even reckless, decisions. Self-willed and rejects any advice from others.

Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with others whose standards are as high as his own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates him and inhibits his readiness to give himself freely. While he wants to surrender and let himself go, he regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, he feels, will lift him above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Willing to participate and to allow himself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension. Believes that he is not receiving his share--that he is neither properly understood nor adequately appreciated. Feels that he is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave him without any sense of emotional involvement.

Your Desired Objective
Takes easily and quickly to anything which provides stimulation. Preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature, whether erotically stimulating or otherwise. Wants to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality with an altogether charming and impressive influence on others. Uses tactics cleverly so as to avoid endangering his chances of success or undermined others' confidence in himself.

Your Actual Problem
Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics he admires and to display originality in his own personality.

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