October 28th, 2003

Ctrl+Alt+Del - Scott & Ted

Epiphany

I think I've realized why I'm so wishy-washy. I don't have anywhere or anyone to anchor my feelings on so I get mixed up rather easily in everyone, even the straight guys with girlfriends. (Sorry Luke, Jason, etc. You all know who you are and if you don't, probably for the best)

I'm tempted to retract myself from society and live in a shell again, but I know that won't do me any good. I wish I had someone I could take comfort in, but females won't do and all the guys I know would freak if I tried to in them. (and I don't mean in a mainly sexual way either)

Well then, another day tomorrow, another class to sit through. At least I'll have Jason in the evening class to talk to on the way home. He's pretty good at dealing with me.

*waves* later, to whoever reads this. *thinks no one does*
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