December 29th, 2003

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Midnight rendezvous

Woo! :) I had the night of my life tonight. Okay, let's start at the beginning.

Yesterday night I was bored out of my mind, as my entry from that night so says, so I searched some personals sites. Low and behold, there was a guy from Gonzales there. He wasn't on at the time so I put him on my list and told it to alert me when he was on. I finished the night by going to sleep at 3am.

After bowling Sunday I came back and saw he was on. So I started up the conversation by commenting on the quotes in his profile. Needless to say, it went uphill (that's good) from there. We parted while he took care of some things then about 11 he came back on. We chated for hours until about 4am when we decided to meet and chat in person.

We met across the street in the catholic church parking lot, exchanged license pictures, then drove to the wal-mart parking lot and talked until past 6am. He drove me back directly to my house and parted ways.

It'll be nice getting to know him. We've talked about a considerable amount in a small amount of time. He's going to Orlando over the week so no chatty until then. Oh well, I've waited this long so I can wait a bit longer.
  • Current Music
    "White Flag" by Dido
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Quickie notice

Shutting down my computer for the trip. I'll be back some time tonight or tomorrow. Take care.
So much for that. My sister decided to ruin it. Thanks sis.

I'll give more details later, when I don't feel like utterly collapsing or trembling.
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After being up all night I continued to stay up to get packed. I was mostly packed at 8:15 so I joined everyone at the breakfast table. I was like a zombie, doing everyone on instinct rather then thought because I wanted to collapse in a sleeping fit right there on the table.

After breakfast at 8:45 I tried to find out how our plans would be for going back and forth. At the time I only knew my sister would be coming back down the 6th, going back up with her stuff, and then I would be back down the 10/11th or 17/18th. I decided I wanted to come back down with her, mainly so I could hang out with Caleb when he gets back from Orlando (Yeah......).

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So yeah, there went my trip.
  • Current Music
    "I Wanna Be With You" by Mandy Moore
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Despite that major ordeal this morning with my family, I'm still pretty happy. A twinge of sadness every now and then but for the most part I'm majorly happy. Estatic, elated, grinning, etc. Those kinds of things that ... well, I don't want to go there just yet. ;-)

Needless to say I'm looking forward to this weekend :-) ... Wooo!!! hahaha
  • Current Music
    "Thinking Over" by Dana Glover
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Last Spam before bed

I feel so psychologically challenged right now.

I have so many conflicting thoughts (and even some emotions) running through my brain I'm not sure what to make of them. Thank goodness I have a therapist appointment for tomorrow.
  • Current Music
    "Gotta Get Through This" by Daniel Beddingfield