April 25th, 2004

Tombo - Disappointed

Went to bed early last night

Didn't feel like staying up anymore last night so I went to bed at 9:30.
Woke up at 11:30. Went back to bed before 12.
Woke up again at 4:30. Went back to bed about 5.
Woke up again at 6:30. Went back to bed about 7.
Woke up again at 8:30. Stayed up.

Basically that was my night. That'll teach me a lesson about going to bed early.

So, how was your night? Hopefully much better than mine.
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Tombo - Disappointed

Some notes I jotted down

While waiting for Matt last Monday at Starbucks I wrote down some thoughts on a little mini-sticky pad. I'm going to transcribe them here so I have a log of them.

The line is blurring between young & old, black & white, straight & gay, real & imaginary, present & future.
My goals are...: To have a loving boyfriend or partner. To be independant. To have a paying job. Create computer games. Teach drama in high school. To act in theatre and movies. To focus my time and energy into these goals. To have friendships. To be content

Some time later I wrote this, although I don't remember exactly when.

I'm going to go into this relationship thinking it will work out for the best no matter what, not as if it may not work. Think and it is so.

That ends my little list of notes I wrote. I'm off to the shower now.
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    "I Was Only (Seventeen)" by Beu Sisters
Distressed, Tombo - Distressed

Nix the show

Dang it.

I wanted to watch Cold Case but it comes on at the same time as Charmed so it doesn't looks like I will be able to. Oh well.
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