April 5th, 2005

South Park Self, Disappointed

Frustrated Taint

I wish I weren't in this mood. It taints everything. I can't do anything without it coloring how things feel.

So much for my idea of creating an automated CD storage system. There are apparently a couple of them out there already. The Frick. Can't think of anything that hasn't been done already, and done better than I could've (for the most part). There doesn't seem to be anything out there that I'm uniquely suited for. Not a blasted thing.
  • Current Music
    Spiderman 2 / "Out From The Deep" by Enigma
Ctrl+Alt+Del - Scott & Ted

What I want...

When someone askes me what I want I often decline to answer because the things I think of require money. I know that if I say them they're going to start pestering me to get a job. I don't like to be bugged about doing something if I've already tried or there's nothing I can do about it right then. If you're going to bug me about something, then be ready to do something right then and/or come up with ideas that I haven't already tried; don't just say "You should... (get a job)" like I don't already know that. It's insulting to think I didn't already know that and your brilliant observation of the obvious is going to suddenly change everything.

Oops, went off a little.

What I really want is someone to help me and keep me going no matter what happens.

I have to go to the store to get some things for my sister. She's not feeling well; mostly the same thing I had the other week.
  • Current Music
    "Stick Around" by Swirl 360 / "MMMBop" by Hanson