The Autobiography of Russell

I often forget I'm not a youth, per say, anymore. I keep thinking I'm 15, 16, or even 17, when often I feel like 25 or 30, yet I'm only 19.

Ya know what I find funny. If you go to the playboy website you're immediately assaulted by nearly naked women and the like, yet if you go to the playgirl site you have to accept the warning and terms of the site before you see anything.

Anna: You have more mood swings than I do, and I have a disorder.

Anna: I dont understand you.... I really dont.. maybe I am not meant to...
Anna: I want to understand you...and maybe I am trying to hard...maybe I take things to seriously..
Anna: but you are the only person I havent been able to get through the wall that people build to protect themselves.