It seems like, for as much as I'm into computers, I'm not what people want, thus making my interest and knowledge null.
So, barring the computer, what else can I do? I can be meticulous, pessimistic, aimless... amoung other things. I think it's best I just give up on the idea of doing computer work. There isn't a large demand in the computer field, and there are tons of people out there who can do what I can, as well as what people want, faster and more accurately, all the while having a degree to back up their knowledge. Who wants some still-teen kid who taught himself everything he knows.