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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
Being cold and distant is who I am/want to be.
I need to learn to keep my mood in check (again?). When I don't everything sticks and affects me to the extreme.

Ya know, people think I'm wrong to keep my mood to a minimum, but when I don't, more often than not, I feel like I'm falling and there's nothing to hold to. Ya know what? Screw you too. This isn't your life that you're screwing up by telling me I shouldn't be cold and distant. *glare*

Now I just have to fix it and get things back to the way they were. *ponders meditating, but thinks he'd look silly*

Current Mood: cynical cynical
Current Music: "Flying Without Wings" by Westlife

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raist_ From: raist_ Date: April 20th, 2005 03:09 am (UTC) (Link)
Does it really matter what you look like when meditating?
zimzat From: zimzat Date: April 20th, 2005 03:16 am (UTC) (Link)
The logical answer to that is "No." If I felt comfortable in the lotus position then I should/would get over that and simply do it. The thing that pushes it just over the edge is that that isn't how I would feel comfortable doing it. I'd prefer somewhere mostly dark and quiet, like outside at night with a breeze blowing or simply fresh air to breath. I don't have to be in any specific position; just as long as it's comfortable and not too relaxing.
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