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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
I'm feeling ... deprived, or something.
I think the kind of guy I'd most want to associate with is an oxymoron. No, not a moron; far from it.

I'd want them to be conservative, but not closed to new ideas or afraid to try out better ways of doing things. Little to no drinking and preferably no smoking (at least not indoors or around me if it can be helped). A mind for common sense, logic, technology, and programming concepts. Skinny or medium build (aka not fat). A geeky/awkward look. Mostly introverted.

The most interesting thing to all that is that I've pretty much described myself. Yes, I'd like to associate with a variant of myself.

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iceraver From: iceraver Date: May 16th, 2005 03:37 am (UTC) (Link)
How do you mean associate with? I mean... cause the way you're describing his physicality makes it seem more than associating. :/
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zimzat From: zimzat Date: May 16th, 2005 03:51 am (UTC) (Link)
I only described two physical traits: Not fat and geeky/awkward looking (twinkish?).

Associate... best friend and/or lover. Or ... at least something up there in the best friend range.
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morgantn From: morgantn Date: May 17th, 2005 03:53 am (UTC) (Link)
I dont mean to be rude or crude.. But if Im not mistaken you already have a lover? WTF?
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zimzat From: zimzat Date: May 17th, 2005 04:46 am (UTC) (Link)
When someone says "I dont mean to be..." it typically means that's what they're being.

No, you're not mistaken, and that hasn't changed. I geared the post toward the area of best friend/lover. You don't seem to understand what that means.

The entire point of this post was to say there are areas of my life I'm not feeling satisfactorily fullfilled, not that I'm looking for someone else. Some of the things I listed above are perfectly fine, some are only partially filled, and some are totally lacking. I listed them all together because that's how they came to me; as my wants and things I value.
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morgantn From: morgantn Date: May 17th, 2005 06:18 pm (UTC) (Link)
I made the statement "I dont mean to be..." to try and show you that I was not trying to engange in a personal attack. That I only wanted to share my opinion of the situation.

Personally If it was you and I dating and I saw this thread I would be issuing you a curb side ticket. because I would feel that you wasnt happy with me and in your time away from me that you were looking for someone else.

Ive found over the years that its not a good thing to sleep with ones best friend because it changes the friendship. Things will never be the same and most of the time the best friend typically becomes attached in ways that you were not intending and things go well for a while and fall to peices. And in the end you dont have a best friend anymore.

Most of my feelings and morals stem to the days of old. Im NOT one to bring someone else into the relationship as a one night stand or to "try and spice things up" Im a one on one person. I value commitment and love over all.

Again thats my opinion and my beliefs. And I feel in time you will understand where I am coming from.
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zimzat From: zimzat Date: May 17th, 2005 08:26 pm (UTC) (Link)
There are so many things I could say to this from so many angles, but I'm not going to touch it because it's just not worth it. Consider this a response to your other comment as well.
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