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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
It's so frustrating.
I want something. I want something made for me. Yet I have to make anything I want myself. Not that I have the skills to make what I want or I would've done it ages ago. Go figure. Go smite/stone yourself [See new journal comment text].

Current Mood: frustrated frustrated
Current Music: "Listen To Your Heart" by DHT [repeat]

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damnitnicole From: damnitnicole Date: August 1st, 2005 04:22 am (UTC) (Link)
I don't know how to make much of anything but basic animated gifs. If that's what you awnt, I'm your girl, though. :)
zimzat From: zimzat Date: August 1st, 2005 08:35 pm (UTC) (Link)
I appreciate the offer, however I don't have anything specific in mind.
scixual From: scixual Date: August 1st, 2005 07:46 pm (UTC) (Link)
"I have to make anything I want myself"

...uh, says who?
zimzat From: zimzat Date: August 1st, 2005 08:26 pm (UTC) (Link)
Well, I do, and the lack of anyone doing otherwise validates it. I admit, a large portion of that is because I don't claim to want much and what I do want is usually beyond other people's abilities (financially or otherwise), and my own. I'm tired of saying "I want" when I know I won't get.

You've surrounded yourself with artistically talented people. About half of your user icons are made by other people, and that so many of them suit you speaks volumes about you.

darthenwulf made a couple of nice art pieces, a couple of years ago?

ellixis said she'd make an owl avatar ages ago but the last I heard of that was it was turning out to be rather difficult.

I've been asking my Imperial Kingdoms artist for art for the game, even when I was doing heavy work on the game, and he hasn't got back to me with what I asked for.

Whenever I want to make a project I have to make all the graphics myself because I don't know anyone who can do it or everyone already has their own projects. I suck at making graphics, so many of the projects I want to do sit on the shelf.

I also suck at writing. Whenever I try to write something I write inside the four walls my own life is in and when I read over whatever I wrote I realize I'm just writing myself. My own sucky self.

*sigh* /ramble

After all that, I owe you an apology. I saw the new icon someone made for you, the pictures, and some other things, and it just went right along with my tense mood to make me even more tense. I feel like I'm on a hair-pin trigger lately, waiting for the shoe to drop and everything to fall apart.
scixual From: scixual Date: August 1st, 2005 08:34 pm (UTC) (Link)
I tell ya what: Dealing with artists is DAMNED difficult.
scixual From: scixual Date: August 1st, 2005 08:35 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oops, hit *enter* too quickly.

Apology accepted and appreciated.
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