I think that's my problem, actually. I have too wide of a variety of things that need done and they're all eating at me. I know I can't get most of it done any time soon yet I feel like I have commitments to it all. I also know the top priority, regardless of what commitments I feel I've made, is to the one that will pay me, and not the ones that may pay me. And especially not to the ones I know won't pay me.
Round 1: I lose.
Round 2: I lose.
Here goes round 2.
Edit: Ok, I take that back. I'm not depressed, I'm extremely pent up. I need to get out, but have neither the means nor the location. (My car is currently out of commission for long-distance (more than a mile) travel because two of the nuts and one of the lugs on the back-right wheel are screwed up, so it currently only has three nuts out of five holding it on) I don't know a single soul in this town. I lived here for 10+ years and I don't know anyone. That's sad.