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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
Mood swing
I forgot how easily my mood swings. Not more than ten minutes ago I was content, yet as I progressed through reading an article about Google's developer environment, I exponentially progressed towards being utterly disappointed in myself and depressed. No, really, I am. It's hard not to be when I'm worse at being productive, comprehensive, or even useful than everyone I can think of. I see these great dynamics like Google or LiveJournal and I can't help but feel left out. No, I'm not being left out; I'm unqualified. :-(

Ok, back to trying to be productive.

Current Mood: disappointed disappointed
Current Music: None

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scixual From: scixual Date: October 13th, 2006 03:14 am (UTC) (Link)
I sometimes get the same way when I see "making of" featurettes on DVDs.

But at best I get inspired as the next step: THIS is what I want! March march.
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