I think it's kind of _____ that I have never been with anyone for Christmas or my birthday. My birthday isn't a big deal to me as it is most people; it's just another day as far as I'm concerned. Having said that, though, that doesn't mean I don't want it to be nice. The same goes for Christmas; it's just another day when it's all said and done, but I still want it to be nice.
There is something I want. You can probably guess what it is, too. I want a guy to cuddle with. For now I'll make due with just getting some rest. I've only been up for 9 hours or so, but I am physically and mentally exhausted. My sleep has not been very restful these days. And that's definitely not good for a lot of things.