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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
zimzat
zimzat
Already tired again
After my last post I fell asleep within fifteen minutes. I woke up around 11:30. It's now a little after 1:30 and I'm ready to go back to bed already.

Stupid energy levels.

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irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 25th, 2006 02:46 pm (UTC) (Link)
I'm like that allot, I've been up and down that last few days..and not in the good way..lol
But then again when I'm single I tend to sleep less then if I have someone sleeping with me...
zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 25th, 2006 03:28 pm (UTC) (Link)
Hmm... =\ I've never really noticed a pattern in my sleeping habits. I may have them, but they've never occurred to me as such. As far as I can tell there isn't a difference to sleeping alone as there is with someone. I seem to be one of very few that like, or even that doesn't have a problem sleeping with someone.
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 25th, 2006 05:45 pm (UTC) (Link)
I just noticed the Pattern over the last few years ( through 2 X's )
Same here I've never had problems with sleeping with someone, especially if they are a cuddlier..
zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 26th, 2006 04:54 am (UTC) (Link)
Hmm... it's possible to speculate that is one reason I've gotten so little decent sleep lately. On the other hand, I've been without a guy to sleep with plenty of times before that I don't recall it being a problem, so I'm inclined to think there isn't a correlation.

Eh. I've had four exes in the last two years. >.>
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 26th, 2006 01:27 pm (UTC) (Link)
hummm... Yeah if it hasn't affected you before it probably isn't a factor.
How long were you dating them for?
Maybe for me it's more of a " blankie" or a security thing.. eah who knows I'll just go with I rather have someone ta cuddle with then sleep alone..:o)
zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 26th, 2006 02:06 pm (UTC) (Link)
My security "blankie" is my jacket. I'm well known for going out with it around my shoulders (although not with my arms in it) even in 90+ degree weather. I just stopped doing that like a month ago, maybe less. Just in time for it to get cold and to actually need it now. >.>

How long were you dating them for?

On average, about three months.
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 26th, 2006 02:43 pm (UTC) (Link)
:O) HOW CUTE.... I have this beanie cap I have around all the time. I don't wear it much but I still have it around..
my last B/F and I were together 2.5 years and the one before him was 2 years.
Of course I've been doing the dating thing for the last 16 months now..

how long was your longest relationship?
zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 26th, 2006 04:16 pm (UTC) (Link)
My longest was about 4 to 5 months. All the rest of my relationships were 3 to 4 months.
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 26th, 2006 04:48 pm (UTC) (Link)
Ah ok.. So are you into LTR or mainly into STR?
oh and my eamil is Irish_N_Sac@yahoo.com incase you want to take it off LJ.. :o)
zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 26th, 2006 05:30 pm (UTC) (Link)
I... can't really say. Or, more accurately, I don't know. I'm not sure exactly what I want right now. If the situation was right I could do a long-term relationship, but then it's hard to say it will be a long-term relationship until it actually is. It starts off with a date, goes to a "short-term" relationship, and then develops into a long-term relationship... no? Do I misunderstand how that works?

I could also do a sort-of polyamorous relationship. Or I may want a polyamorous relationship at some point. I'm not sure.

Only time will tell what I want and what I actually get.
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 26th, 2006 05:54 pm (UTC) (Link)
LOL yes that's how it works..
I guess if someone had only had 1-2 month relationships, one could assume that a 5-6 month would be considered a LTR..
I guess how it was meant to say was do you like as in going out with multiple people ( Dating Str) or are you more a one on one kinda guy...
zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 26th, 2006 06:34 pm (UTC) (Link)
Umm... *shrugs*

"Dating Str"? o.O I've never heard that term before.
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 26th, 2006 07:15 pm (UTC) (Link)
LOL dating as in Short Term Relationships..
see there was this imaginary , in there..

I guess that's how I see a STR more of a dating thing.
Ok well now that I've totally confused you
We both agree cuddling is good...
:o)
zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 26th, 2006 07:33 pm (UTC) (Link)
Ah, I see what you're saying now. You're asking if I like skipping around from relationship to relationship (or person to person) in a short period of time, or do I prefer sticking to one person for a long time. To answer your question, it depends on the person and the circumstances.

In order to understand some things about me, I should explain a few things. I like a lot of guys, but I'm not "in love" with any of them. I can think a guy is cute and crush on him, and yet have no urge to pursue having sex with him. Any sexual inclinations are one of those things that develops as it happens and not intent beforehand.

In one of my previous comments I said I could also go for a polyamorous relationship. Essentially that means multiple people in the long term, but with full knowledge and consent of everyone involved. That's not generally accepted so that's probably not something I'll ever get. *shrug*

Another thing about me, that has left some people baffled, is that attachments are easy-come and easy-go, or not there at all. When a relationship ends, it ends. I don't mourn its loss or spend months trying to get it back. It's over, and I move on. *shrugs again*

So now that I've said all that, I'll leave you with a moment to digest it. :-)
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 26th, 2006 07:45 pm (UTC) (Link)
"polyamorous relationship" I can see where that would be Nice , and to a certain degree I would have ta agree.. but on the other hand I sometimes ( when in a relationship) I'm all about hey he's mine.. lol

I've always been the same about the whole " break up scene" I've only had a hard time with letting 1 person go and he was my first and me his... but other then that ...

I can deal with the who "friends" aspect of things. as I said before I would love to have a few "friends" who I am in Like with .. for me to be in Love with someone takes allot..
zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 26th, 2006 08:12 pm (UTC) (Link)
but [...] sometimes [...] I'm all about hey he's mine..

Yeah, I can see that. That's one reason why the notion isn't generally accepted. Despite Kindergarten, sharing is such a foreign concept to most people.

I can deal with the who "friends" aspect of things. as I said before I would love to have a few "friends" who I am in Like with .. for me to be in Love with someone takes allot..

.... Umm, I don't think that's quite the same thing as what I was just saying. Eh. *shrug* Doesn't matter though.

(I think I'm going to need a nap soon. I just felt my energy level, along with my concentration and thought level, drop considerably)
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 26th, 2006 08:19 pm (UTC) (Link)
Sorry ta tap the energy lvl's..
Ok have a good nap..


zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 26th, 2006 08:39 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oh, it's not your fault.

I usually get drained about this time of day (around 3 to 5). It's also in part due to my lack of decent sleep; I think I got about 5-6 hours last night. I've been up since about 7 this morning. *shrug*

Just cause I should take a nap doesn't mean I will. I'll probably find one thing or another to do that doesn't require as much thought so I can coast through the time. I am eating a bowl of spicy raman noodles so that will probably help for a while.
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 26th, 2006 09:16 pm (UTC) (Link)
LOL yeah I kick in some Anime when i get tired.. but then again I'm single so I sleep like 4-5 hours max a night ..
zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 26th, 2006 11:27 pm (UTC) (Link)
but then again I'm single so I sleep like 4-5 hours max a night ..

*raises an eyebrow* It sounds like you unconsciously reinforce/ok your sleep-deficiency habit when you say that.
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: October 27th, 2006 01:21 pm (UTC) (Link)
Nah .. I've always been like that. In JR High School - Collage I would sleep around 3-5 hours a night unless I was with someone or someone was staying the night . I would still wake up the same time but I would cuddle into them and go back to sleep.
Oh and I would sleep longer if I was coming down with a bug.. but other then that ..
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