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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
zimzat
zimzat
Regretting the inaction of my actions /emo
I regret all my inaction more than any action I have ever taken.
I wish I had a second chance to do the things I wish I had done,
even if I have to move the world to make it happen.

I want today back and I want to do it again.
I want the courage to make the moves that I long to.

I want the ability to make people happy.
I want to be there.
Again.

Please, let me do it right this time.
Please.

argh

/emo

Current Mood: frustrated frustrated
Current Music: "Do It For Love" by Hall & Oates

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irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: March 5th, 2007 06:10 pm (UTC) (Link)
what happened?
zimzat From: zimzat Date: March 5th, 2007 06:19 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oh, it's a long story. The easiest way to put it is I wish I had made a move (or even just asked if I could) while I was sight-seeing in St. Louis with my brother, sister, and greypaw, one of romeohotel's friends. Now I regret having done nothing, knowing now that I should/could have.

It has taught me a valuable lesson to voice my desires and ask for consent.

I will no longer be silent.

/cliché
irish_n_sac From: irish_n_sac Date: March 5th, 2007 08:24 pm (UTC) (Link)
Ahhh ok.. kinda though something really bad happened...
zimzat From: zimzat Date: March 5th, 2007 08:29 pm (UTC) (Link)
Err, right... really bad... haha... >_>
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