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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
zimzat
zimzat
Tired; Sleep; Games; Lunch; Sexuality; Sister; Plans
I'm so tired it's not funny. I haven't gotten a single full night of sleep this week. I don't feel like being social, unless someone is specifically paying attention to me or I have someone specific to pay attention to. I just don't feel like seeing anyone who isn't interested in me right now. I did just go get a couple of new games for the PS2, so I'm probably going to spend all weekend playing them and hiding from the general public.

Somehow a significant number of lunch conversations at work will involve sex or sexuality at some point or another. I attribute this to me being part of the group, but in truth they're all just a bunch of straight guys who like to make fun of eachother in homosexual ways. Some of the conversations are amusing and interesting anyway.

My sister called me last night. I had gone to bed around 9:20pm and found myself groping for my phone at 10:25pm in a fog of consciousness. She talked of trips and visits at future dates, mentioned visits to various places with a friend. She asked how things were with the guy she introduced me to. I barely remember most details of the conversation. After we got off the phone I pretty much just conked out again.

Current Mood: exhausted exhausted
Current Music: None

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halogencycle From: halogencycle Date: June 15th, 2008 04:43 am (UTC) (Link)
Do they know about you when they make fun of each other like that?
zimzat From: zimzat Date: June 15th, 2008 07:00 pm (UTC) (Link)
Yeah. I've been "out" at work among my lunch group for the last month or two. I thought they already knew since it had come up in conversation on the work IRC channels, but apparently most of the lunch group forgot or didn't work there at the time. I know everyone in my work group knows because of that anyway.

One member of the lunch group, who I've come to associate with outside of work with his wife for dinner and gaming, said he tries to curtail the number of gay jokes or remarks he says. Honestly I don't mind the jokes most of the time.
queenexodus From: queenexodus Date: June 21st, 2008 12:53 pm (UTC) (Link)

late night calls..

Hey at least you remembered that I called..that's the most important part ;)
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