Okay, now to take a step back and keep myself from losing it. hmm...
Now where was I? Oh yes, I've been offered a live in nanny position and now that it is most likely going to happen I'm freaking out. ^_^ But isn't that the normal for something this large? It is like I've died and gone to heaven. You have no idea how big this is to me. I've always wanted to parent a kid and perhaps in a few years I'll even be able to parent my own. Oh Wee! =D
I started to eat some frosted mini-wheats this morning but... I lost my appetite thinking about the magnitude of this job I'm taking on. oh well, I can live without a few more meals.
Now who should I actually talk to this about first...? Hmm, definately my black mom ^_^