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The Autobiography of Russell
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Birthday Surprise

Might as well get this posted and out of the way now. *sigh*

To be honest, I've been had. I was lead on by two ... bah!

--- On Sun 07/06, Travis wrote:
From: Travis
To: Russell
Date: Sun, 6 Jul 2003 23:15:29 -0500
Subject: No Subject

Dear Russell,
I've been faced with a tough decision... but I've finally come to a conclusion. As you know, I am a Christian. Over the week that I spent at camp, I learned so much.... not only about God, but also about myself. I have been living in a manner against God, and I don't feel right living an immoral lifestyle. I know you probably won't understand what/why I'm talking about this, but I wanted to appologize for basically leading you on. I knew that our relationship wouldn't last from the beginning, due to the fact that it is/was against God. I also want to appologize for setting a bad example, and basically being a hypocrite. I hope that you would consider that God does love you, and that he has a plan for your life, only if you choose to follow him. If you have any questions, feel free to message me on ICQ, ANYTIME. I will be praying for you, Russell. Take care.

I am, because He is,

Talk about a birthday present surprise.

Current Mood: sad sad
Current Music: "Forget About Us" by Tim McGraw

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ellixis From: ellixis Date: July 6th, 2003 10:23 pm (UTC) (Link)
*sighs and offers you a hug* What a shitty surprise. I wish religion wouldn't get in the way of love like that.
zimzat From: zimzat Date: July 6th, 2003 10:32 pm (UTC) (Link)
*melts in the hug*

I can tell he's only doing that because of peer pressure. I'm not going to take him back again if he changes his mind though. This isn't the first time he refused to talk to me about life altering decisions before making them.
ellixis From: ellixis Date: July 7th, 2003 05:31 am (UTC) (Link)
He's less mature than you deserve, which I am aware makes it no less hard to lose someone you care for like so. If you need an ear or a shoulder or a hug, just drop a line, okay?
From: (Anonymous) Date: July 6th, 2003 11:21 pm (UTC) (Link)


I'm glad you wouldn't take him back, most definitely. A guy like that...obviously is too insecure with himself to have emotion remotely similar to yours. Hopefully the knowledge that he turned out to be a person like that will help you get over him quicker. What a coward...he couldn't even tell you in person.
*offers Russ a hug*
scixual From: scixual Date: July 7th, 2003 12:53 am (UTC) (Link)
Oh, that just blows.

mrtrblmkr1 From: mrtrblmkr1 Date: October 11th, 2003 05:55 am (UTC) (Link)
eep... i'm actually at a lost for words on this one...
"god"... o_o;; ... I think i've just about heard it all.
zimzat From: zimzat Date: October 11th, 2003 06:13 am (UTC) (Link)
A little late on the uptake, eh?

That's okay, though. I got over it now. Doesn't mean I liked it, then or now, but it's okay I suppose. *shrugs* Just the way things go.
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