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The Autobiography of Russell
Life from a different perspective
I'm starving...
I'm starving yet I can't think of anything the lest bit appetizing.

My stomach is ready to churn in on itself from hunger yet nothing catches my eye to eat. Not soup, meats, sandwiches, burgers, or even pizza. What is with me? It's like my mind has decided to shut down yet my body still wants what it needs.

All I've been doing lately is eating maybe twice a day and watching TV. *sigh* I can't seem to get the motivation up to do anything, even the things I want to do like playing games. I had a craving to play Secret of Mana, Age of Empires II, and Megaman last night yet I played none of them. I want to write yet every time I sit down with writing in mind, my mind wanders elsewhere. I lose focus, purpose, and motivation as fast as I can get them.

This isn't me, is it? Either way, I don't like it. I want to do something about it but have no idea what.

I need to eat, first off. But what?

Current Mood: stressed stressed
Current Music: "Miracle" by Whitney Houston - "Drift Away" by Uncle Kracker / Dobie Gray

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